Honestly nothing legitimately happened…..I’m not entirely sure if my mind is just taking over like it always does when guys are involved….or if I genuinely get the idea that he’s no longer interested. Basically actions speak waaaaay louder than words with me, and I need to see something to believe it anymore. Soooo that being said he could reassure me with words all he wants but until I see some action I have a hard time believing anything. I mean for Pete’s sake I go out if my way for guys, and I drove up to denver for him last week. I don’t even have a job and I’m willing to do those kinds of things. It shouldn’t be so hard for him to come see me every now and then.
Anyway, I’m pretty heated about it still but at the end of the day, what’s meant to be will find a way and if it doesn’t work out, I’m moving next year anyway.